Booo chocolate kisses... I am calling it 500 cals, but its likely not even that much. I like to seriously overexagerrate my calories when I write them down to discourage any further eating.

think thin!!

So far today:

granola bar (100)
cottage cheese (100)

hopefully skipping dinner!!

I ate a crepe with sugar free jam... I feel suuuper guilty now, but I will just have salad for dinner and hopefully the guilt will go away. Need to jog it off!!!!

yesterday was good, only had a salad dressed with salsa :)

so far, only coffee today!

trying to stay busy, that's the key (for me anyways)

stay strong!!!

went for a run - now i'm dizzy :)

I had way more food than I intended to today.. my grandmother won't leave me alone, and I feel SO BAD always turning her down.. I am going away for the weekend to get away from the constant pushing of food, and tomorrow I can restrict even more to make up for today. Just salad for dinner at the most tomorrow.

ttyl - think thin!

hunger pangs. why aren't my diet pills here yet???

control. I am in control.

back to keeping my food journal. taking lots of vitamins, drinking lots of water.

I haven't slipped, and I won't.

praying for Mad Bird's mother. xoxo

that's it, i'm taking up running.

i hate myself.