Sooo much skiing this weekend. I am still in the midst of this whole "healthy weight loss" nonsense since my bf has been so encouraging. I'll let you know if I lost any this week - I am keeping my fingers crossed since I exercised so much. Ugh I hate this slow crawl... but I am looking forward to summer, so that will keep me focused. I hope.

Skiing all weekend - hopefully burned off all of the calories I ingested last night on Valentine's Dinner. So much good food at the swankiest restaurant. Including my one weakness: champagne. Got totally tipsy. I love being in love.

Oh I should confess... I maaaajorly made a mistake abusing laxatives two weeks ago. Like, lets just say I had to invest in some serious stain remover. ANYways, I have used them before but I went overboard because I was so disgusted with how long it was taking to lose weight. I hope I never do that again. If you haven't been there - don't try it!!!

I've lost around 4 lbs since starting the healthy way. So slow. I keep thinking about how much I have to work out to burn off all these digusting calories. And eating begets eating. At least for me. So when I start, I can't stop. It's easier to never start. Ugh I hate myself.

Hope you're all doing well.