perjantai 24. joulukuuta 2010

I still can't believe it's Christmas Eve already... and tomorrow is my birthday too! Double the presents! I love christmas morning. I am making cinnamon rolls for my family to have for breakfast, but I will only have SF red bull. I used to be really upset that I couldn't eat like a normal person, but I find as time goes on I don't mind so much. It's almost a high that I get, knowing that I am doing the right thing and everyone else is getting fatter. Especially at the holidays when people stuff their faces and I keep my daily deficit to 1500 cals per day. My body burns about 2000 cals a day, so I can eat 500 if I like although yesterday I only had 250 and it felt amazing. I love the feeling of being empty.

We are having our usual cocktail party this evening at our house, and so I will sip champagne because it is my favourite thing ever. I hate most other alcohol - the taste is repellent. I won't eat, just so that I can have a full glass of wine and not feel too horrible. In fact, i'll probably get shit-bag wasted off of one glass and that's never a bad thing :)

Happy Christmas everyone! I hope you get everything you ask for, and then some!

xoxo

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