I have realized that I can't eat proper food. It makes me lose control. It makes me think I can be normal, when I put that food in and swallow. I hate it so much, because I'm kidding myself if I think I'm normal.
Right now my body is only craving candy, so that's all I'm going to have. It makes me feel sick to eat candy, especially chocolate because I am lactose intolerant, so its a great plan: I'm eating what I like, but I can't eat too much because it makes me feel horrible. God knows why my body would crave something that makes it feel sooo bad, but who am I to argue? I'll eat it, it'll make me vomit, and its a win-win.
Sweet.
no pun intended... lol
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The body will crave.
VastaaPoistaIt will crave sweetness in need of an emotional boost.
It will seek major sources of minerals when you are deprived.
Take cravings and make them useful. In other words, if you were to pine for a fresh orange, take vitamin C.
Darling, try harder. Think outside of the box.
ahaha a little harsh - but a good point! I have since realized that eating candy would not help, because I like it too much, and eating (or not) is not about enjoyment.
VastaaPoistaI will definitely take your advice, but who craves oranges???? lol