Grandparents ordered chinese when they visited last night. fried food galore. it was stomach churning - both looking at the grease, and feeling it in my stomach after I couldn't hold off any longer.

laxatives today. they make my life hell, but they make my brain stop screaming at me to get the food out. So far, so good. Besides the obvious downsides that is. trying to avoid giving too much info on that one.

movies with the girls tonight - that'll improve my mood hopefully, as long as they don't make horrible fattening snacks for me to binge on!