Today I am trying to get work done, but I can't even concentrate... It's kinda frustrating... I have eaten some cottage cheese and some soymilk in an attempt to gain some energy, but every time I eat something my body just wants to eat and eat and never stop. It makes me so scared. I hate not feeling like I can be in control of my body and get what I want.

diet coke for the rest of the day, hopefully nobody tries to make dinner for me.