weighed myself. promptly sunk into deep depression.

things have been crazy at work, it's nice being busy.

i feel like i'm not good enough. never good enough. not even to randomly post on here with people who are successful and who are attaining their dreams. i am nothing. nobody. you should probably stop reading my blog altogether.

watching supersize vs superskinny distracts me from my own eating problems. whatever they are. the obvious triggers in the show are over-ridden by watching the supersize person in their skivvies. makes me want to reject food forever. if only.